As the year draws to a close, we find ourselves standing at the doorstep of a new chapter. The past two years have been a rollercoaster of emotions, challenges, and resilience. We've navigated the uncharted waters of a global pandemic, and now, with hope in our hearts, we are preparing to see what is beyond this world after the pandemic.

The whole of December, we stayed home and nursed ourselves back to health as we caught COVID for the first time last November. We were in quarantine for 10 days with symptoms. It was hard because it took a toll on our health. Even after testing negative, our body is still struggling. The cold weather did not do us a favor but we managed to push through. We didn't let COVID dampen our holiday spirits, we busted our Christmas tree out of the attic and decked our whole house with Christmas spirit. Although the general tradition here in the Netherlands is to wait until the Sinterklaas event is done before you prepare for Christmas. We decorated our house after the Thanksgiving weekend. 

We checked out Haarlem's Christmas market despite the weather being extra cold. That week before Christmas, the weather was so extreme that it snowed for days. The small lakes froze and everyone was in this holiday cheer. Unfortunately, it didn't last long as temperatures picked up again during Christmas. 

We also visited the Ice Village in Museumplein Amsterdam on its last day. It was packed with people as well. The chalets are diverse, but nothing tickled my fancy.  A lot of people also came to spread cheer as we eased into the holiday season. We had a simple Christmas spread and a boodle spread this New Year's Eve.

At the start of the year, I made a list of 21 things I plan to do for 2021. I plan around holidays and seasons. I may not be able to squeeze in a lot of things (coz I sure do want to d a lot of things!), I am happy I am able to do new experiences despite this pandemic. 

I would like to share the 21 things I did (it doesn't have to be too big or exciting) last 2021:

1. Snow in Netherlands

It was our first time experiencing snow. We were too excited! In January, we had 2 days of light snow. It was a big deal for us because me and my husband grew up in a tropical country, and we have never been to a country with snow. 

The first wave, we anticipated and planned around the snow forecast, which lasted for two days. Then, we had a week long of snow right when springtime came. It was bizarre and was very exciting as well. Since it was a week long snow, the lakes and canals froze which sent all the Dutch into a skating frenzy! It was a whole new experience of euphoria.

2. Dax moved up to Group 1

My son started Kindergarten as soon as he turned 4. This mommy have been in an emotional rollercoaster. It is true that days pass by fast that in a blink of an eye, your baby is now a school kid!

In the Netherlands, Education is important that the government subsidises primary education for every child in the country. Every child is required to attend school when they reach 5 years of age. Parents contribute a little, which is helpful even for low income families. One may opt to send their child to peuterspeelzal (play school) as early as 2. They start basisschool (primary school) at 4 years old (Group 1).  This is one of the reasons we decided to uproot our lives from Asia to Europe.

3. Dax is fully potty trained

My son was potty trained just in time before starting Group 1. I observed that he can hold off his pee and recognises when he need to go to the toilet. I started him a few days wearing briefs instead of diapers to familiarise himself. There were a lot of accidents and trials, but we pushed through.

Now, he can pee and poop on his own in the toilet. He still wears diapers at night because I prefer him to get a good night sleep instead of waking him a few times to go to the toilet. There were nights that the diapers were dry, meaning he can hold it through the night, but still there were days that it was full. I am still weighing out when is the time to ditch the nighttime diapers.

4. Cherry Blossoms in Springtime

There are a lot of cherry blossoms spots in Almere, which was a pretty sight. It is also sign that Spring has finally arrived. Seeing the Cherry Blossoms have been in my bucket list since I was still in the Philippines. 

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Good thing that there is a nearby Cherry Blossom field that is just a train/bus ride away from our house. Every after school pickup, the whole family will drop by and visit for lunchtime just to bask under the trees.

5. Tulip Fields in the Netherlands

You can't live in the Netherlands without seeing the infamous tulip fields. It is one of the yearly highlight for the Dutch people. Seeing the massive field of tulips, or even visiting Keukenhoff Gardens, is something of a must-see for everyone.

Since we were in lockdown, we just drove by the tulip fields along Lisse, Hillegom and Noordwijk. We also visited the tulip fields in Flevoland Noordpolder. Keukenhoff Garden was open, but only by appointment with a negative test due to the pandemic rules of limiting people gathering and virus spreading. We weren't able to secure a spot for testing and visit.  We were happy stopping by the side and taking a few photos. Some fields are open to the public, but most of them are on private land. 

6. Koningsdag family photo

As a Netherlander, one holiday that the Dutch takes seriously is the King's Day. Everyone wears orange in celebration. A lot of activities and parties are held, but due to the pandemic, it was all cancelled. 

I planned to have family photos every season at a nice spot in the Netherlands. Koningsdag is right about springtime, so it is the perfect opportunity for our family photo wearing the famous Dutch orange theme. We wish we could experience the festivities around Koningsdag, unfortunately the pandemic has halted all these activities.

7. Scheveningen Beach / Dax Birthday celebration

We went to Scheveningen beach to celebrate my son's birthday. It was nice, but the water is still a bit cold around that time so we did not splash in the beach. I have been wanting to explore Den Haag and the surrounding areas. 

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We opted to have a staycation in Scheveningen for my son's birthday. Good thing his birthday coincided on a holiday. There were a lot of people, but we enjoyed exploring Den Haag.

8. Tax Return

One thing to note is that Netherlands is one of the countries with the highest income tax in Europe. You pay around 30-50% of income tax. Maybe that is one of the reasons the Dutch are known for being frugal. 

The good thing about that is that there are a lot of things you can deduct/offset before taxes so you get taxed less. And if you pay a lot of tax as what was computed, minus the deductibles, one can get a tax return around April/May. We got a significant amount for the tax year 2019 because we moved last May, which was half of the year, yet the income tax deducted was for the whole year. 

9. Tent Camping in Almere and Hemelrijk

Summer is a big deal in Europe. Almost everyone goes to vacation for weeks during the summertime. But due to the risk of being in the pandemic, we decided to stay within Netherlands and opted to do outdoor things.

I may not be the most outdoorsy type of person, but I enjoyed tent camping across Netherlands. I had my fair share of inconveniences, but the trade-off is the excitement from the faces of my son and husband, I think it was worth the experience. You can check my camping experience in Almere in this blogpost.

10. CoViD-19 Vaccine Complete

The pandemic surely knocked us down for almost two years, one thing we are looking forward to was getting our complete vaccination. 

There are a whole lot of debacle around this vaccination that I will not discuss further. Our family has decided to get fully vaccinated and contribute our part in the society despite the fear around side effects long term. In life, you get to choose which risks you want to take, either way the end game is still death. You live with the consequences of those choices until your time of death comes. 

11. Billy Bird Park Hemelrijk and Camping Hemels

I like amusement parks, so when I found a campsite beside an amusement park, I did not hesitate and booked it. It is one of the highlight in our camping experience that the whole family fully enjoyed.

@carolranas Exploring the #netherlands again this zomervakantie… @imsosh #voorjou #teamperez #becarol #foryou #zomervakantie #nederland ♬ swing lynn - lovdfilmz

It was a 4days-3nights camping experience which includes the visit at the park. I will do a separate blogpost about our experience in Billy Birdpark and Camping Hemels.

12. A visit in Geithoorn, Overijssel

Another highlight of our year is getting to visit Geithoorn during summer. We also opted to camp instead of booking hotel/accommodation due to ever changing pandemic rules. We wanted to enjoy the summer holiday despite the restrictions and risks of the pandemic, and being outdoor was our preferred way.

@carolranas Our last camping vacation this summer in Geithoorn. @imsosh and Dax had so much fun riding the boat! #voorjou #becarol #foryou #teamperez #zomervibes ♬ Love Tonight - David Guetta Remix - Shouse

Geithoorn lived up to its reputation. It was magical! You are transported back in time when it was simple and nice. 

13. Buying our first home

One good thing that happened in the pandemic was we were able to buy our first house in the Netherlands. We never expected that we can, the pandemic restrictions brought nice things like waiving of transfer tax on real estate and saving more funds. 

The process was gruesome with a lot of heartaches, but finally we were able to seal the deal. The housing market was so crazy. Everyone is buying yet the supply of houses was scarce. Everyone is overbidding left and right, and in a limited budget range, you get the leftover houses (need of big renovations and questionable clauses). We prayed and believed that if it is meant to be ours, it will come. It did! and in the most unexpected place!

14. Living in Zandvoort by the Beach

We are living our best lives in a small town along the beach, in Zandvoort! We are happy to get a house in here and build our life in this small town. There are pros and cons about living in a small tourist-driven town, yet we are still happy!

We are surrounded with an enormous amount of nature (which the city girl in me cannot believe settled for) and there are a lot of opportunities around. I am starting to love Zandvoort and considered growing old here, just like the other residents.

15. DIY Renovations for our house

The house we bought was build around 1929, which is almost a hundred year old house. It has poor insulation because the technologies on house building back then were outdated now. We did not have the budget to go on full renovation to make the house sustainable and energy efficient, also most of the contractors are fully booked for the whole year.

We sat down and talked about how we will go about on the renovations. We moved during wintertime, and the house was too cold. Slowly, my husband researched on ways how to keep ourselves warm and our house a bit modern. We started renovating the smallest room then proceeded with remodelling the kitchen ourselves. 

16. Sint Maarten Experience

We moved in Zandvoort about wintertime, so we were able to experience the Sint Maarten celebration, Dutch-style. Sint Maarten is quite similar to Halloween, with kids going around houses armed with lanterns asking for candies.

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It was nice because a lot of kids knocked on our door to ask for candies. I did came prepared! Daxton was excited as well. We did not go down and knock on other people's doors because we were not quite familiar with the neighbourhood that time.

17. Kitchen and Room renovations done

As I stated above, we decided to tackle our old house renovation among ourselves. Despite the lockdowns and stores closing at 5PM, we were able to furnish the rooms and almost finish the kitchen.

We went to several IKEA stores to score the best deals, declutter our things, and moved a lot of things around. We were able to finish and paint the walls of the smallest room and also changed the flooring. we slept there for weeks while the other rooms are being refurnished. 

The kitchen was our major renovation project. We pulled out the whole kitchen and plaster the walls, rewired and updated the electric outlets, and put up new cabinets and appliances. It was the project that we are most proud because it turned out amazing! Our kitchen was completely modernised.

18.  Carol learning Dutch - A1

The first half of the year, while we are in lockdown, I kept myself busy by learning Dutch on my own. I bought some books and watched youtube videos to get familiar myself with the language. I am proud to say that I progressed to A1 in just a few months. 

I kind of stopped eventually as my attention have been diverted to other things. But so far, I am restarting learning Dutch as we now live in a small town, where we need Dutch to form ties and mingle within the neighbourhood.

19. First time baking weed brownies

Our yearly tradition here in the Netherlands was to get high on New Years Eve. Since everything non-essential was closed during the holidays, we settled with leftover weed from last year. I tried making weed brownies from it. I used a box mix of brownies and baked the weed to activate the THC.

Taste-wise, it was bleh because it imparted a plant aftertaste. Effect-wise, it took 30 mins or more for the effect to kick in. My husband was plopped in the sofa riding the high, while I was playing with my kid and sweating like crazy. After the celebrations, the effects still wouldn't wear down, so we decided to call it early and slept. 

20. NY Traditions in small buurt

Since we live in a small town, New Year celebrations were quaint and nice. The surprising thing is that everyone went outside on New Years, with a drink on hand, cheering as the fireworks started. I was kind of taken back when our neighbour went her way to go to us, gave us a hug and had a proost despite my lack of drink. It was one nice memorable experience.

@carolranas 2021 have been a bit lonely for we are missing home.. Praying for the pandemic to end this 2022.. #teamperez #becarol #fyp #tiktoknl ♬ Happiest Year - Jaymes Young

21. FAMILY!!! Joel working from home the whole year

It's been almost two years of my husband working at home and seeing his presence often. I kinda hated and liked it at the same time. I am happy that our family was safe the whole year, corona-free. I kind of focused on taking care of the family in this pandemic. 

That's the 21 Highlights of our 2021. Let me share a compilation of it through Tiktok/Reel.

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And if you are also like me, pre-occupied by Tiktok and Instagram Reels all throughout this pandemic rollercoaster, let's give each other a follow, shall we? You can check out my account at @carolranas.

 It's Christmas time again! It is the most wonderful time of the year! 

OR NOT! Depending on where you are and your state of mind, this season often comes with a lot of woes as we are not yet out of this pandemic tunnel. We've been in this Pandemic for two years already and honestly, it is getting kind of exhausting.  

This season has not been so great for me because the Netherlands is on strict lockdown until next year due to the Omnicron variant. We had our very own scare when the whole family went down with seasonal flu for a week, right after Thanksgiving.

But regardless of the pandemic, celebrations are very much welcomed. Along with the winter blues and the days are getting shorter, Christmas is this one day where you get to be merry and stuff yourself with a lot of food and drinks. This is the time to relax and forget all about our worries and anxieties.

From our family (the Team Perez!) to yours, we wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR! Stay safe and healthy!

It's Thanksgiving week once more. I can't believe this year had gone so fast (as usual). 2021 may be a bit mild in comparison to the rollercoaster ride we had in the pandemic last 2020. Yet, we are still inside this Pandemic tunnel, trying hard to go to the light at the other side. 

Thanksgiving has been a yearly tradition of mine. It is the time for me to pause and reflect about my year. Life will always be hard and it is easy to focus on what is lacking in life. Despite all that, I chose to focus more on what I have and be grateful for the things that was given. I am in the process of being content with the life I am now in, instead of being stressed out thinking about the future. 

Here are three things I am thankful for this 2021:

1. I am thankful for a complete and healthy family

Our family has experienced so much here in Europe. We are grateful that we are together in a different country aside from the Philippines. We are in a country where we get to have new experiences and enjoy what the western side of the world has to offer.

2. I am thankful for experiencing camping outdoors.

I've never been the outdoorsy person. I like my vacations to be in comfort and my idea is kind of touristy. Nature camping is a thing here in the Netherlands. Despite the pandemic, we were able to enjoy the outdoors within the Netherlands through camping. You can actually go nature camping across Europe, which is amazing. So amazing that it is now in my travel bucket list.

3. I am thankful we were able to buy our house in Netherlands.

Despite the world pandemic and crazy housing market in the Netherlands, we are grateful for the opportunity to save up and afford to buy a house. One good thing that came out from the pandemic is that we were able to save up more money by spending less on things that are not essential. We had hell of an experience with viewings and getting our mortgage approved. Yet here we are, grateful that we are able to buy our own house. 

Your turn! What are you grateful for this 2021? Share it in the comments below!

March marks the anniversary of COVID-19 making its way into Europe. We never expected the pandemic to last the whole year. It feels as if the pandemic has robbed us a year of life. As we look back on all the things that happened during the pandemic, we can say that "We are almost there, but not quite yet".

The pandemic is something that will go down in history. It is as if we were taken for a rollercoaster ride inside a haunted mansion. Everyone in the world was at their feet, and some may have triggered their anxieties, resulting in the Mental Health movement.

Despite all the horrific experiences we had this past year, I can say that there are some good things that came out of it. Here are some of the things I have pondered on:

- The whole world closed down, forcing everyone into isolation. Meaning, Mother Earth was able to take care of itself and heal. The carbon footprint is low. Towns that are forced into Commercialization have been able to breathe and recuperate. Globalization and Commercialization have taken their toll on Mother Earth, hence the several abnormalities we are experiencing, i.e global warming, climate change, frequent calamities, etc..

- Climate change was inevitable and widely felt.  We experienced snow in the Netherlands, twice! Some countries were not prepared for the sudden changes in nature (snow in Texas and worst flash flood in a lot of countries).

- We were able to save up more money. Essential stores are the only thing open, so we are forced to spend just on essentials. In other parts of the world, online shopping has been all in rage, yet we were on our toes and retail therapy did not appeal much to ease our pandemic anxieties. 

- Relationships are tested as we are forced into isolation. Our lives here revolved around just the three of us. For us, it was a positive thing because both of us are introverts. I know that is not the case with other people, especially extroverted ones. A year of almost nonexistent interaction with other people can trigger anxieties and depression. That is why Mental Health is in the spotlight. A lot of people had have a decline in their mental state. 

We are now in a state where we are itching to get vaccinated and move on to our new normal lives. We can't wait for everything to open up. We want everyone to recover and learn from this experience. I know this is a hopeful wish, as this pandemic is still far from over until most of the population in the world gets vaccinated.  

How was your year into the pandemic so far?

 2020, you sure are working hard.

I won't go further on how 2020 has been a haunted rollercoaster. Every month has been a surprise and it is safe to say that everyone is barely holding and are just done with it.

We prayed for a peaceful yuletide season, yet here we are on our second lockdown, a REAL one. The Netherlands is on lockdown from December 15 until January 19. Everything is closed, except stores with essential items, including schools and daycares. Christmas was cancelledt. All holiday plans were halted. 

But despite all of that, as a true-blooded Filipino, we learn to adapt. We chose to see the silver lining despite all the complaints of all the dampened spirits. We tried to make our home as cozy as possible, decorating it to our heart's content so the spirit of Christmas will rub on. We do that until we forget, for a moment, that we are still DEEP in the pandemic. 

My family is still grateful because we are in a state where everything is okay for us. We were not hit hard. We had a low-key pleasant Christmas. All of us are still healthy. I know that is not the case for everyone, and for that, I acknowledge that we are on the privileged side. It may not sound pleasant, but that is the only thought that kept me sane throughout this year. I constantly remind myself to be grateful, for I know a lot of people have it worst, yet they are still fighting each day. 

On a lighter note, I wish everyone a Merry Christmas! Let us all pray that the light at the end of this pitch-black tunnel will be seen in 2021. We got this! Let's claim it!

What are you hoping for in 2021?
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Normally November is a prelude from the festivities that will commence before the year ends. But being in 2020, it is safe to assume that everyone wants the year to be over. Apart from living with the pandemic COVID-19 for most of the year, there are still unfortunate natural phenomenas that had made people’s anxiety over the roof. 

Living in the Netherlands, we are included in the list of countries in Europe that went on partial lockdown for most of November. Our neighbour countries went on full lockdown. Festivities in the country have been cancelled, including the much awaited Sint Martin, Sinterklaas and Christmas Markets.

In the Philippines, the country have been struck by, not just one, but two succeeding typhoons which caused flooding in most regions. But despite all these negative things happening around, November is still the month we look back and think of the things we are thankful for before the year ends. 

I am thankful that my family here (and also in the Philippines) are safe. My in-laws were stuck by the harsh typhoons, leaving their house in a devastating state. Despite that, we are still thankful they are safe. We can help them rebuilt things that was destroyed, but nothing compares to their safe well-being.

I am thankful that we are in a country that has put us in a place of privilege. My husband and I kept having the conversation about “What if we were still in the Philippines raising our child?” I am grateful because my anxiety cannot handle all the stressors that the Philippines are having now. Living in the Netherlands is hard for us, but still it is better to struggle here. I can see myself going crazy if we were still raising our child in the Philippines. I know as a Filipino, we are built to be resilient, adapt to changes and live with it. But emotionally and psychologically, one cannot handle that much stressful environment. 

I am still praying that December will be a peaceful month. Hopefully we can still feel the spirit of the yuletide season as we ease out of 2020. Including in my prayers that we see the light at the end of this tunnel of craziness in 2021. 

What are you thankful for this 2020?

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Wake me up when September COVID-19 ends.




But 2020 is quite a year, as if my year cannot get any weirder. These last five years of my life was all about changes, one after another. As I grow old, my resilience and adaptability to change have been stagnant and on a downward slope. I realised that I wanted something permanent, which is quite impossible nowadays. Life will always throw a curveball, and often times, it always hit me in the face, HARD.

I was looking forward to summer and basking in the sun, yet COVID-19 had different plans. And now, I can feel the familiar cold and gray skies looming over. It’s gonna ba a long and very cold 6 months again. I know I mentioned that I love the cold weather, but what I really want is the spring season. Spring is a nice mix of cold wind and sunshine with a low chance of rain. But COVID-19 came and spring was out of the picture.



Despite all the panic and hysteria happening in the world now, we managed to get a quick break and got recharged. We decided to explore the Netherlands on my birthday. I planned a one week vacation, and it was tiring and the same time fun.

Last year we went to Paris and Disneyland on my birthday. It was nice and fun coz Paris is dreamy. I would have like to go back and explore Paris more (even make it a yearly birthday trip!). This year, we went to Efteling and stayed at their vacation park Bosrijk. It was fun for my son for he can’t stop talking about the rides he wanted to go ride on. I can say we had a full unique Efteling experience.


Despite the anxiety panics I had since COVID-19 came, I am still grateful that I have another year to live. Getting older physically and mentally have been slowly creeping in on me. I am back in a maze where I look desperately lost. They say that you get wiser as you grow old. I want to note that as you grow older, you get more impatient. You notice everything is slowing down (or you are actually slowing down).

I guess what I am trying to say to myself is that I need to focus on these three things this year.


1. Be Patient.
Good things take time. Being patient nowadays is a test of virtue. The world is spinning faster every year, and if you always try to keep up, you’ll end up being crazy (or unhappy). Set goals and be patient. Results will not come in an instant, but it will. You have to be mentally well when that happens.


2. You are in charge of your life.
There are a lot of things to complain about, it never ends. But you are the only one who can change the narrative of your life. I know life sucks now, it is cold and COVID-19 makes it much worse. But what are you gonna do about it? It is what you do with the situation that will define the turn of events in your life. Do your best with what you have and was given to you.


3. Hang in there
It may get harder and harder each day, but hang in there. A lot of things will not turn out the way you want it, and its okay. Resilience have been in your Filipino blood. You are like clay, you can be moulded into something useful. You may turn out to be something amazing after a few years. Just continue putting in the work, even though the light is still nowhere to be found. It will come, one day. HANG IN THERE!



If you reached the end of this post, CONGRATULATIONS! I always write these musing every year whenever my birthday comes. I know it’ll be a pain to read through my haywired thoughts. It is the side effect of getting old. ^_^

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• I brushed up my Dutch and moved forward to the second tower in Duolingo

I am aware that I need to learn Dutch to integrate into society (and start making local friends), but the language is complicated. The inverse sentences and the guttered phonics makes it hard for my deteriorating aged brain. The difference from the American English that I knew my whole life was too broad.

Screenshot of my milestone!